I am scared of my honesty
for it caught me by surprise
I am worried by my vulnerability
how I will look in your eyes.
for the words I found myself saying
were truer than I knew
they now challenge who I am
what I say and what I do.
how can I feign belonging
pretending that I wear
the cloth and the colour
and that certain holy air
I am scared of my honesty
there are much more questions now
will I have to speak, to give account
I really don't know how.